So once again, it’s been a while…but finals week and Christmas break have both completely thrown off any type of schedule that I could’ve been claiming that I was sticking to. Basically I really didn’t have a real schedule at school either but now it’s even worse. One of my newer meds has thrown off my sleeping schedule so much that last night I fell asleep at about 9:00 after being awake for 31 hours straight with no naps in there. Then I only slept until 8:15 this morning and am now really tired but since everything hurts so much and I have a really, really bad headache so I can’t sleep.
I went to the doctor yesterday afternoon and now basically I’m supposed to try to get in to see a pain management doctor for more help with the pain and also maybe see a massage therapist. I still need to get the pain more regulated and controlled.
I’m also continuing to realize more and more limitations which is frustrating me a lot more. I’m getting tired of having to ask people to stop doing normal things because of how much it hurts my head or back or whatever depending on the situation. It’s not fair to them that they have to stop doing something just because it hurts me. I wish I could just live in a bubble so that I could float around because that’d be cool but also because then what others were doing wouldn’t bother me. That’d be so awesome!
My doctor appointment at Cleveland Clinic got cancelled because apparently that doctor isn’t going to be there the day we were going to go…but now we have other options like a pain management doctor and massage therapy. I just really, really hope something helps soon because I’m not sure how much more of this pain I can take. It just hurts so much!!!
More updates will come in the hopefully near future…bye for now.
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